It's 8 days before the show and I am feeling very emotional. One moment I am excited...prepared, and proud of this journey. Other times I feel very sad, sluggish and frustrated. This is known to happen during this week due to the increase in training an decrease in carbs. I'm just figuring out how to "deal" with it. It would be so much easier to eat and be merry...but I know that's not the right choice.
I feel sorry for Shawn because I am "wasted" as he calls it...at the end of the day I have nothing left. I am glad this is almost over and I can have some energy to love him more. I can't help but feel like I have failed him. I just can't be 100% for everyone all the time. I think I have PMS right now.
Ugh. I am tired of listening to myself. Going to bed.
Ang
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